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that guy that lives at Rao's
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| Goodbye |
[Feb. 2nd, 2008|09:17 am] |
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I have little to no interest in continuing this journal. I will not delete it however: far too many memories and entries to just throw away. I have matured greatly over the years and do not wish to continue this LJ name. I have a new journal where I write more academic material and daily life entries than silly, prepubescent-like "emo" entries. I wish to use this vehicle of livejournal for more educational affairs than my emotional ranting about life. That is why I want to focus on my new journal and not this one. Also, I am sad to say that I do not remember many friends on this LJ. I look at my friends list and some I hardly remember. I deeply apologize for this because I know I have shared thoughts and emotions with many of you. But I just cannot remember the person behind the page sometimes. I wonder who many are and how our relationships have been over the years. I just want to continue and grow in my life and respect the past. The best way I feel is to keep this journal but progress to other venues. I thank everyone for their love and respect and influence over me as a human being over the years. I have grown mostly because of people like you. Thank you and bless you. |
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| FRIENDS ONLY!!! |
[May. 11th, 2005|10:04 pm] |
I AM THE LEVIATHAN!!!!!!!!!! BOW DOWN BEFORE ME AS THE VIRTUE OF THE STATE PERMEATES FROM ME!!!!!!!
This Journal is Friends Only Now...Comment To Be Added
"It is not wisdom but Authority that makes a law"
-Thomas Hobbes |
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| love = evil |
[May. 11th, 2005|09:08 pm] |
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-capitalism is evil
-sex produces capitalists
-sex is capitalism
-therefore, sex is evil
-sex is a part of love
-therefore, love is evil
FUCK LOVE, FUCK MARRIAGE, FUCK THE IDEA OF YOUR BABY CARRIAGE >:O)!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[May. 11th, 2005|06:04 pm] |
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| | the bouncing souls | ] |
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| get back together |
[May. 11th, 2005|08:37 am] |
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| | margot and the nuclear so & so's | ] |
Your Political Profile
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Overall: 20% Conservative, 80% Liberal
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Social Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
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Personal Responsibility: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
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Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
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Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
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Defense and Crime: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
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i actually went to bed at midnight and now i awake feeling refreshed!
yeah i guess thats my politics in a nutshell :-P
can't wait till thursday is over, then its final time!!! |
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| eek!!!! |
[May. 10th, 2005|06:45 pm] |
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| | goo goo dolls | ] |
actually, FUCK WHAT I JUST WROTE, THIS IS AN EMERGENCY!!!
I GOT THE JOB FOR HOUSING OPERATIONS BUT IT STARTS MAY 23rd AND I NEED A PLACE TO STAY FROM MAY 23rd TILL JUNE 1st WHEN THE LEASE STARTS.....ANYONE?! |
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| it doesn't even matter |
[May. 9th, 2005|05:52 pm] |
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when your brother tells you your life is fucked, it doesnt even matter:
1. that i got a house
2. that i have an awesome schedule for next semester
3. that a job was even interested in me for the summer
NONE! of that even matters when your brother, who you have looked up to your whole life and who you trust more than your own parents, tells you that you are fucked because of what you want to learn in school and what you want to be. its probably one of the toughest pains I have ever dealt with, that i am fucked and wrong for studying what i am taking. it just doesnt even matter whats good anymore when you cant even feel support from probably the only person you could ever really trust. just fuckin sucks. i was getting teary eyed in the fuckin library for christ sake. :( |
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| I WILL TURN YR THURSDAYS INTO MONDAYS!!!! |
[May. 5th, 2005|12:11 am] |
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| | the bouncing souls | ] |
Ladies and Gentlemen...
I AM THE LEVIATHAN!!!!!!!!!! BOW DOWN BEFORE ME AS THE VIRTUE OF THE STATE PERMEATES FROM ME!!!!!!!
"It is not wisdom but Authority that makes a law"
-Thomas Hobbes |
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| Xenos: "but thats 19 credits!" Me: "well i have 18 right now" Xenos: "oh ok, your fine then" |
[Apr. 30th, 2005|01:38 pm] |
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Xenos is awesome. i go in to see him and he is like "you look familiar" which is impossible, i have never met him before besides maybe polisci meetings and he asks "do you go to Raos a lot?" and i responded "yeah" and he goes "so thats where i have seen you". he gave me the override, just gotta pass it into some office i forgot off the top of my head but its cool. i asked him about the Social Education Option and he goes "Socail Education Option? whats that?" and he goes online and he is like "oh thats that damn thing Sedgwick made years ago...well you want to be a teacher? eh sure go for it" my advisor is awesome :)
gotta finish my Issues paper :-/. then fill out housing forms. sigh :-/ |
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[Apr. 28th, 2005|02:43 pm] |
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SO ANGRY!!!! WOMEN ARE PURE FUCKIN EVIL!!! I HATE YOU ALL!!!! I NEED A SCAPEGOAT!!!! MEN SUCK!!!!! I ESPECIALLY DESPISE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK HAPPINESS AND PEACE!!!! SOCIETY SHOULD NOT MAXIMIZE HAPPINESS....ONLY PAIN AND THE MATERIAL!!!
FUCK LOVE, DAMN YOU PLATO!!!!!!!! |
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| we need a holy war during this time of apathy!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|11:15 am] |
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I DECLARE A CRUSADE AGAINST SPIRE!!!!! WE WILL SLAUGHTER THEIR LIVESTOCK AND THEIR CHILDREN AND FILL THE SEVEN RIVERS OF HELL WITH THEIR BLOOD!!!!! WHO IS WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!
ok basically that Econ H....it is actually a class and for ECON TAPPERS!!! thanks spire for telling me that!!!!!
i couldnt get the Foreign policy DIS i wanted for some unknown reason even though there are 24 seats available!!!!!
so no Honors for this semester but a deans book at least?!?!??!
essentially if i GET Xenos' override, this will be my schedule:
Summer Session 1
Deans Book 191
Tues/Thurs 6-8 PM
w/ Nicole Nemec
20612
Summer Session 2
Existential Philosophy
Tues/Wed/Thurs 6-8:30
w/ Brandt Van der Gaast
20681
Fall 2005
Monday and Wednesday
-Intro To Macroeconomics 104 w/ Richard Wolff 11:15 - 12:05
-American Foreign Policy 255 w/ Eric Einhorn 1:25 - 2:15
-Intro To Microeconomics 103 w/ Stephen Resnick 2:30 - 3:30
-Deans Book 291 7-9 PM (Monday ONLY)
Tuesday and Thursday
-Natnlsm, Ethncty&Identity Pol 338 w/ Roy Srirpa 11:15-12:30
-Modern Political Thought 271 w/ Nicholas Xenos 1:00 - 2:15
-DIS Microeconomics 103 2:30 - 3:20 (Thursday ONLY)
-Ancient Political Thought 270 w/ Roberto Alejandro 4:00 - 5:15
Friday
-DIS American Foreign Policy 255 10:10 - 11:00
-DIS Macroeconomics 104 12:20 - 1:10
so just 19 credits for the semester and 23 credits for the summer/fall
MAN WHATEVA! |
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[Apr. 25th, 2005|09:44 pm] |
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| | bad brains | ] |
alright peeps, this is what it looks like for summer/fall:
Summer Session 1
Deans Book 191
Tues/Thurs 6-8 PM
w/ Nicole Nemec
20612
Summer Session 2
Existential Philosophy
Tues/Wed/Thurs 6-8:30
w/ Brandt Van der Gaast
20681
Fall 2005
Monday and Wednesday
Honors Colloquium Econ 104 10:10-11:00
Intro To Macroeconomics 104 w/ Richard Wolff 11:15 - 12:05
American Foreign Policy 255 w/ Eric Einhorn 1:25 - 2:15
Intro To Microeconomics 103 w/ Stephen Resnick 2:30 - 3:30
Deans Book 291 7-9 PM (Monday ONLY)
Tuesday
Natnlsm, Ethncty&Identity Pol 338 w/ Roy Srirpa 11:15-12:30
*Modern Political Thought 271 w/ Nicholas Xenos 1:00 - 2:15
Ancient Political Thought 270 w/ Roberto Alejandro 4:00 - 5:15
Thursday
Natnlsm, Ethncty&Identity Pol 338 w/ Roy Srirpa 11:15-12:30
*Modern Political Thought 271 w/ Nicholas Xenos 1:00 - 2:15
DIS Microeconomics 103 2:30 - 3:20
Ancient Political Thought 270 w/ Roberto Alejandro 4:00 - 5:15
Friday
Honors Colloquium Econ 104 10:10-11:00
DIS American Foreign Policy 255 11:15 - 12:05
DIS Macroeconomics 104 12:20 - 1:10
Total Credits of Summer/Fall = 24 Credits
*I will need an override from Xenos because A. the class is full and B. i have 17 credits without 271 so i need an override based on credits
if Xenos cant override then i will try to find something to replace it, i think it is prudent i take another course ie have a 20 credit fall semester. hell look at the schedule itself, its actually quite free at least to me. good times :)
sadly my appointment time is not till 9 tomorrow morning. so just 11 more hours :)
i gotta start filling out the forms for the property place, booness :-/ |
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| i was packing things for Angola |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|11:19 am] |
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| | the make-up | ] |
Lollapooloza's lineup:
The Arcade Fire
Billy Idol
The Black Keys
Blonde Redhead
Blue Merle
The Bravery
Brian Jonestown Massacre
Cake
The Changes
Dandy Warhols
Dashboard Confessional
Death Cab For Cutie
Digable Planets
Dinosaur Jr.
Kaiser Chiefs
Kasabian
The Killers
Liz Phair
Los Amigos Invisibles
Louis XIV
M83
The Pixies
The Redwalls
Tegan & Sara
Weezer
Widespread Panic
underlined bands are the bands i would want to see....but as you can see, Lollapoolza seems to suck as of right now. yet somehow with that lineup i dont feel they will cancel it like last year.
so i went to two job interviews yesterday. one was for maintenance of the Orcahrd Hill/Central area, the other was painting. both went well and even though i said i was open to either job i do soemwhat want the painting job more. the maintenance job has with it the need to drive the truck and umass does not insure the trucks basically so even if i backed out bad, it comes out of my insurance. both jobs basically work from 7 am till 3 pm for 9 bucks an hour 5 days a week. it would give me an afternoon and night so woot. hope i can get one of them cuz they seem to be one of my best bets for summer employment.
my schedule is worrying me. Xenos class is filling up way too fast. i should see him soon not just to introduce myself to him since he is my advisor but to be like "yo...can you let me in yr class" more importantly. shit, only 7 seats are left in Xenos class :-/ yeah we will need a talk. yesterday me and idalecio put in our summer classes. i just did my Summer Session 1 Deans Book, i will do my existentialism class later when i get a pay check :-P. but poor idalecio has fuckin 10 credits for the summer! just two more credits and thats a normal semester, nuts man!
i only have two papers left for school that i should start soon. i got like 3 books i need to read along with several essays i imagine. i know i have one in class writing assigment and one test left for sociology. one test left for bio. the paper for issues, the other paper for american politics, a book for american political thought and thats it. i do have 4 finals though :-/....Comp Pol, American, AmericanPolThought and Issues.....3 of them are on the same day!!!
we are slowly finalizing this house biznatch. we got the forms, just need to fill them out and i guess give first and last months rent and we can the house for the summer. i think we will sublet first, see how the summer goes and then lease in september. no price difference really. i did the math, might loose individually 40 bucks each in that scenario but its a safe bet.
its very rainy, looks like a day at Raos but i think EVERYONE would think that. and Brunos pizza is evil in the grease...no breakfast today. |
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| stop making fun of me Tom Servo!!!!!!! |
[Apr. 20th, 2005|08:49 pm] |
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| | the futureheads | ] |
HIPPIES!!! YOU ARE REPEATING THE REPRESSIVE HYPOTHESIS!!!
my moral disgust at the moment is intensifing! first my roomate is still asleep at fuckin 9 pm!!!!! second, its 4/20 and there is a jam band extravanganza outside my fuckin dorm as they celebrate like dogmatic followers of an plant and its properties. what is this, the worshiping of Baal by the Jews in the desert? you know what Moses decided to do to them....KILL THEM!!! whats next, the singing of Koom-bi-ya as we talk about how ideals around a plant would bring world peace against realpolitik
i am saved because Deans Book is offered in the summer....woot! pretty much even i wont know my schedule till May :-P GIVE ME TIME!!!
i passed in my Matt Lyon paper, tomorrow is GEO strike. hence tomorrow i will spend all day at Raos reading Eve Sedgwick and Henry Jaffa in peaceful tranquility with lots of coffee....SO EXCITING!!! |
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| eh whatever, i'm a loser. |
[Apr. 19th, 2005|06:46 pm] |
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still gotta do my Lyon paper
i got a 45/50 on my Foucault midterm, thank god.
i am very conflicted, i dont know anymore about Commonwealth College. i talked to my brother, he seemed to be against the idea of me dropping it. i talked to several other people including the good theidoctor and they gave the same reactions. it feels like Good Will Hunting or something. eh life doenst matter, the apocalypse will come soon anyway: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prophecy_of_the_Popes. i dont know, what does it matter anyway, we are all gonna die someday:
Intro To MacroeconomicsH
Intro To Microeconomics
Deans Book
Junior Writing
American Foreign Policy
Modern Political Thought
Ancient Political Thought = 18 credits for next semester.....sigh
how does that look? |
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[Apr. 17th, 2005|12:44 am] |
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heerter_up's radio show setlist:
1. Beat Happening - Tiger Trap
2. Pavement - Baby Yeah!
3. Sonic Youth - The Empty Page
4. Beck - Halo Of Gold
4. Mogwai - Don't Cry
5. Sigur Ros - 8th song
6. Tom Petty - You Don't Know How It feels
7. Smokey Robinson - Tracks Of My Tears
8. Angry Anderson - Bound For Glory
9. Bob Dylan - Tell Me It Isn't True
10. Bob Dylan - Oxford Town
11. Beck - Steve Threw Up
12. Pulp Fiction Soundtrack - Rumble
13. The Cars - Bye Bye My Love
14. The Olivia Tremor Control - Hideaway
15. The Apples In Stereo - Benefits Of Lying To Your Friends
16. The Apples In Stereo - Pine Away
17. Wilco - Far, Far Away
18. Brian Eno - Deep Blue Sea
19. Godspeed You Black Emperor! - Static
20. Army Radio Ad 1958
21. The Books - The Lemon Of Pink
22. Midnight Oil - Instant Karma
23. Shooby Taylor - Lift Every Voice And Sing
24. Rod Stewart - Wish I Knew What I Knew Now
25. Modest Mouse - Untitled 1
26. Modest Mouse - Untitled 2
27. Roxy Music - More Than This
28. Modest Mouse - Untitled 3
29. Modest Mouse - Studio Garage version of whenever you breathe out from the heart Isaac Brock before alcohol ruined his life says me (josh)
30. Pavement - Baby Yeah (live)
31. REM - Radio Free Europe
32. Whitesnake - Here I Go Again |
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[Apr. 16th, 2005|06:52 pm] |
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| | belle and sebastian | ] |
yeah i decided that i should quit Commonwealth college. too much work for my tight schedule. besides i am essentially double majoring anyway with my two minors. so now, MY NEW TENTATIVE SCHEDULE!!!!
Fall 2005
Monday and Wednesday
Intro To Macroeconomics 104 w/ Richard Wolff 11:15 - 12:05
American Foreign Policy 255 w/ Eric Einhorn 1:25 - 2:15
Intro To Microeconomics 103 w/ Stephen Resnick 2:30 - 3:30
Tuesday
Modern Political Thought 271 w/ Nicholas Xenos 1:00 - 2:15
Ancient Political Thought 270 w/ Roberto Alejandro 4:00 - 5:15
Thursday
Junior Writing 399 w/ MJ Peterson 11:15 - 12:30
Modern Political Thought 271 w/ Nicholas Xenos 1:00 - 2:15
DIS Microeconomics 103 2:30 - 3:20
Ancient Political Thought 270 w/ Roberto Alejandro 4:00 - 5:15
Friday
DIS American Foreign Policy 255 11:15 - 12:05
DIS Macroeconomics 104 12:20 - 1:10
MUCH GOOD! 16 credits still and i get more done.
tonight is Josh's radio show, i will post our showlist :) |
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| you lucky brits!!! |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|11:58 am] |
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| | ted leo | ] |
Glastonbury 2005 Lineup Announced
Rob Kleckner reports:
Coachella and Bonnaroo are huge festivals. But they are not Glastonbury. According to the official Glastonbury website, "It's the largest greenfield music and performing arts festival in the world." Held annually since the 70s in the small village of Pilton, England, near Glastonbury, the festival will take place from Friday, June 24, to Sunday, June 26. Tickets sold out in just a few hours when they went on sale last week, so if you don't have them, well, sorry. Ready? Here we go:
Pyramid Stage: White Stripes, Coldplay, Kylie Minogue, the Killers, New Order, Doves, Elvis Costello, Brian Wilson, Van Morrison, the Zutons, the Coral, Ash, Kaiser Chiefs, Goldie Lookin' Chain, Jools Holland, the Thrills, John Butler Trio, the Undertones, the Subways, Taj Mahal, Hayseed Dixies, Garbage.
Other Stage: Razorlight, Kasabian, Ian Brown, Fatboy Slim, Röyksopp, Bloc Party, Interpol, Rufus Wainwright, the Bravery, Futureheads, Echo and the Bunnymen, Athlete, the Dears, Cooper Temple Clause, Hot Hot Heat, Soulwax, Cake, Thirteen Senses, Brendan Benson, Martha Wainwright, Tom Vek, BlackBud, Dead 60's, KT Tunstall, Modey, Lemon, Engineers, the Deadbeats.
John Peel Stage: The Tears, the Go! Team, Bright Eyes, the Earlies, Willy Mason, M.I.A., Secret Machines, M83, Your Code Name Is Milo, Maximo Park, Nine Black Alps, Jem, JamesBlunt, Dresden Dolls, the Subways, Be Your Own Pet, Rilo Kiley, the Rakes, Art Brut, Hard Fi, Longcut, Morning Runner, Infidels, Outset, El Presidente, the Mad Staring Eyes.
There are other stages: JazzWorld Stage, Acoustic Sage, Avalon Stage, G Stage, Croissant Neuf Stage, Dance Lounge Bar, Pussy Parlure, Roots Tent, and the East and West Coast Dance Tents. Highlights from those stages include: Chemical Brothers, Wiley, 808 State, Four Tet, Roy Ayers, Roots Manuva, Too Many DJs, G. Love, Femi Kuti, Zap Mama, Timo Maas, Alabama 3, Steve Earle, Layo & Bushwacka!, the Bug, Bugz in the Attic, Pitman, Steve Harley and the Cockney Rebel, the Beatiful South, Tori Amos, Ani DiFranco, I Am Kloot, the Proclaimers, Mylo, and Squarepusher. There will also be aerobics on Saturday.
sonofabitch!!!! |
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